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| Love is truly in the air  two of my very closest friends are getting married in less than a year’s time. Another close friend of mine just found her one and only love. A man i know is truly right for her. Don’t know if i can imagine her with anyone else although i only know him through her blog and of what she’s told me. One just proposed to his then gf, now fiancée. The list goes on...so many people are planning their wedding for next year...friends from high school, GT, ex-colleagues, childhood friend... Ahhh....i feel all bubbly inside  giving me hope & belief in love...that there are people out there who’s found true love, who wants to share their lives together forever...through the good & bad, happy & sad. Roger > i think you should use the song by Rascal Flatts as your background music to the photo clips that everyone shows during their wedding dinner  | | |
| I wanted to pen this down to remind myself of this moment in history. Its probably nothing big…but as I was driving to church, I knew I was meant to sit in for service…I knew that I was to expect something from today’s service. I just didn’t know what it was. Ps Vincent preached on GPS – God’s Positioning System/Spirit. So happened, the memory verse was where I left off…the verse God gave me when I was praying for my PR almost 2 years ago. Proverbs 3:5-6. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path straight. As he broke it down word for word, it actually came clear to me and I finally understood what God was actually trying to tell me 2 years ago. I don’t think I was meant to hear a clear NO or a clear YES from God to go or not to go. He just really wanted me to learn to trust Him with all my heart, to learn to not depend/lean on my own perceptions and ways…but to let me understand that His will is as important as well. Without me actually realizing that I did it….this verse has actually come to pass. I did it. Although it took me a long time to finally submit to Him, I did do it eventually…I acknowledged that His ways are ALWAYS higher than mine, and that His thoughts are not my thoughts. And after learning all that [the hard way], I’m already beginning to see the fruits and I believe it is only going to get better. It was also this same verse that got me reflecting and allowing me to have a heart-to-heart chat with God. A moment in history I’d forever like crafted in my heart, remembering that I had this moment in time where I fully entrusted it ALL to God…. After such a long time, I finally had the opportunity to kneel down at His feet, telling Him that I love Him, I trust Him, that I put all my faith in Him, submitting to His will and fully committing my love-life and career into His hands. Not half-heartedly…but fully, whole-heartedly, totally, entirely….acknowledging that He is and always will be the author of my life, believing and trusting Him...having 100% faith in Him that He has plans for me that I probably could not imagine…plans for a beautiful life ahead…..and something tells me that this is only just the beginning | | |
| i just got back from a good one-on-one girly evening with eunice. it was the first ever without kevin around and i suppose its a good thing cos we then get to share more than the usual surface stuff...and less of a guy's perspective on things spent 5 hours just chatting about everything under the sun...and as much as i was flat out tired from the whole 2-3 weeks of sleeping less than my usual 8 hours, i'm glad i made it for dinner although i was 2hours late  throughout the entire dinner, it made it even more clearer why i was connected to her. there was a reason why i had to go through what i went through. it made it so much more easier to understand her situation and she was so glad that someone saw her perspective of things and related to what she is going through. she needed support, accountability and encouragement...and i was there. and then when i came home, i checked my email and received one from mf. it was very humbling (as much as she probably doesnt realise this). here i am, living so much further away from her, and she chose to unload to me. i dont mind it at all...in fact, as i said, its very humbling. i love listening, i love praying for people, i love being there for someone  hugs babe. will reply you tmr whilst driving home tonight, i was just speaking to God (yes, time in the car alone has always been my me time with my Heavenly Father ) and it just continues to confirm God's purpose and calling for me. outreach-connect-love-passion for people. Lord, i'll get started on it when i come back from my holiday k  i know its been nagging at me...since forever. i have a car now. no more excuses meanwhile, feel free to use me when i'm back in kl  Resolution for 2010? Set! | | |
| i passed my driving test and finally have a full Australian driving license! i actually failed the first time, and only managed to book the second test a month later. and this 2nd time, i only barely passed...LOL. according to the examiner, if i made one more error, i would have failed...again  but who cares?! at least i still passed! LOL. that was the most important thing. i even thought of going back to m'sia to get an international license if i were to fail the 2nd time...hehehe  guess our driving and road transport authority in m'sia needs to buck up and stop accepting *ahem* under the "table"  why am i so happy? because i bought a car more than a month ago now i can drive "legally" without being afraid of getting caught here's a pic of my car, only that mine is lilac in colour 
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| my cousin bro just told me he's flying to sydney this coming tues. *gulp* what do i do? what does he expect from me? what does he expect when he's here? *gulp*   | | |
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